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woke up from an odd dream involving a former lover and I trying to consume cocaine.

I think this was brought about by watching "Pure" on netflix but I'm not quite sure.

anyway I woke up missing crazy ass sex on drugs.
of which i have neither the sex nor the drugs. just the crazy?

I've been watching shit with people smoking crack and meth and shit and its been giving me weird kind of urges like I'm disappointed I'm not getting a contact, vicarious high.

am I implying that i am missing my former crazy ass dangerous on the verge of death at any moment who gives a fuck i need something to fill the pain please humiliate me and don't call later existence?

maybe I am.


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Apr. 2nd, 2010 12:23 pm (UTC)
Here's all the stuff the dealers won't tell you about:

It's long and technical, but worth the read.

I think I'd rather drink a beer :)
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