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sickness+snow+depression= death!!!

well not really
But god I feel like death warmed over
only not warmed over
at all
cat is hacking up a hairball.
fuck it i will pretend not to notice and force the husband to deal with it

yea i got married. holy shit huh

what the hell happened to me lol


is anyone still alive out there?
holy shit it's been a while

I am on twitter @cheesecakedeath

or facebook.


Love u all


  • 04:40 @amandapalmer Congratulations?! I'm so happy for you two! #
  • 04:50 @amandapalmer The Rainbow Man appears to be Native American. That would explain his intense emotional response to nature? I hope. I <3 him #
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When I'm at the pearly gates
This'll be on my videotape
My videotape
My videotape

Mephistopheles is just beneath
And he's reaching up to grab me

This is one for the good days
And I have it all here in
Red, blue, green
Red, blue, green

You are my center when I spin away
Out of control on videotape
On videotape
On videotape
On videotape

This is my way of saying goodbye
Because I can't do it fact to face
So I'm talking to you before
No matter what happens now
I won't be afraid
Because I know
Today has been the most perfect day I have ever seen

Apr. 1st, 2010

I'm the next act
waiting in the wings
I'm an animal
Trapped in your hot car
I am all the days
that you choose to ignore

You are all I need
You are all I need
I'm in the middle of your picture
Lying in the reeds

I am a moth
who just wants to share your light
I'm just an insect
trying to get out of the night

I only stick with you
because there are no others

You are all I need
You are all I need
I'm in the middle of your picture
Lying in the reeds

It's all wrong
It's all right
It's all wrong
oh and sense when does livejournal have fucking ads?
woke up from an odd dream involving a former lover and I trying to consume cocaine.

I think this was brought about by watching "Pure" on netflix but I'm not quite sure.

anyway I woke up missing crazy ass sex on drugs.
of which i have neither the sex nor the drugs. just the crazy?

I've been watching shit with people smoking crack and meth and shit and its been giving me weird kind of urges like I'm disappointed I'm not getting a contact, vicarious high.

am I implying that i am missing my former crazy ass dangerous on the verge of death at any moment who gives a fuck i need something to fill the pain please humiliate me and don't call later existence?

maybe I am.